This is hard.
chris lin posted in Personal on May 15th, 2005
EMO ALERT
Dear me,
Hey, you made someone close to you sad today. And now you are writing to yourself on your blog to the internet. It's amazing the shit you do and still you end up fucking yourself over. You go out of your time to help someone out and in the end, nothing works. Why is that?
Do people think I am oblivious to their feelings? Maybe it's the hidden implications they send me that I don't pick up. I can't help it, I'm new to this. I realize I should be more sensitive which is why I am trying so hard to do so. Don't think I purposely hurt people, cause I don't. Most of the time, I think I get hurt but then I try to amend it since I don't like to see people hurt.
Jeez, I hate this shit. Life needs less complications. I won't let this get to me though, at least, not during finals–I just needed something to vent to.
Chris
PS. I like writing to myself 
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