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Doing good, feelin’ fine.
chris lin posted in Personal, School on June 17th, 2004

I am starting to like calculus. Maybe it's the fact that our teacher actually argued with a student that resulted in him turning into a 3 year old and repeating "We aren't going to do that." Or maybe that he looks down on us, since he is a Stanford graduate and thinks the world is as smart as him so he speaks on another level compared to us. It's like he is speaking down at us or something. Or MAYBE, it's cause his tests problems are one point a piece so every single mistake I do costs me greatly. Whatever it is, it makes me want to stay in calculus more and more. I don't know whether to like him, admire him, or plan some sort of murder against him. All his reviews on those rate a teacher community sites have all been the same– "don't take him," "he's hard," "he touched me in a naughty way." I don't know, I just hope I pass. And it's true what people say about calculus, everything you use to know…is now something else. And it sucks because now you have to shift your mind and realize that it could be one or the other.

Also, this is probably just me but I don't understand why people show off their skin when they truly shouldn't. There is this girl in my class which is pretty cute but man, she needs to learn that stretchmarks doesnt = sexy. She has the habit of wearing baby tees so whenever I turn over and see her, I see those stretchmarks and it's so nasty. It's where most chicks get them; usually around the arm pits and…the stomach? I don't know, that's where hers are. The weird thing is, she doesn't even look fat; she just has stretchmarks. I mean, she is cute and everything but that is just some major turn off. If you are fat, hide it. No one in the world wants to see it. If it is 105 degrees outside, I want you wearing a sweater so I don't have to suffer. You took the choice of becoming chunky, now you pay for it. But for some strange reason I am still mesmorized by it. You know when you are so stunned by some behavior or image that you have to keep on looking back at it? That's me now, I keep on looking at her to make sure she is actually doing what she is doing. *typical shallow male* Call me weird but that should be banned.