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How it is possible?
chris lin posted in Personal on December 6th, 2003

I don't get it. What's wrong with me. What did I do to deserve this life. If I had a past life, was I a criminal? Did I do something wrong. I need answers to these questions. I sit home all day always wondering if people are going to talk to me. I stay up late to escape the world, being 1 AM it is so peaceful that all I hear is my breathing…it's so….good.

My co-workers…all they see is me being happy. Maybe it's because I work with customers and part of my job is to be happy. They don't know shit. They think something is wrong with me when I just don't want to talk. Guess what, welcome to my life. I am not the hyper cheery guy you see everytime you work with me.

You know, I tend to be nice to all people. I really try. But where is the karma that says 'Treat others how you wanted to be treated?' Last time I checked, I didn't want to be ignored, not aware of what's going on, just not…ignored. I don't want attention, I just want people to know I exist. When you ask me something, I will try my best and remember and try to get back to you. Is it too hard to ask for the same? I know my friends aren't stupid. My problems…my problems…

If this doesn't make sense to you, well, don't be surprised.
If this doesn't make sense to you because of my grammar, tell me.

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